Reasons… For Being

I new something was up with the way he was speaking, it, and it just didn’t seem like him. Why hasn’t he talked to me today, I guess I’ll have to ask and to see his response. Living in this world seems endless when you’re with me; living in an antique world creates a hologram of memories in pictures.

This damnation feeling in my heart should have been in such a simpler time of morals and moralities. Round and round the sound of praise, enlightens the craze world of my own. Disgusted that you have not rung nor acknowledged my existence of being here, has made my heart cold and shatter to pieces of a tearless sun at the dawn of the day.

~Never Yours~

I pour my heart out to you, almost everyday…
But when I call, you shy away…
My heart is yours, even when you turn it grey…
My love is set, none to one…
Never and again I will fall under your spell, even when you are ill or falling still…
I thought I did well, when I chose you…
Upon the wall of what could have been true…
Are you using me, I will never know?
Is your heart set upon another dame, am I just a game…
Tell me now, or forever hold your tongue, for your words will always spill...
What your eyes speak, whenever you’re around?
Am I jealous, it’s hard to tell, but when you talk about her?
I fall and crumble, but yet I asked…
When I am gone, she will be yours…
Forever and ever, I will never be yours…

~Rain~

The night and day is cold and wet…
You’re my knight in shiny armour…
My love and my heart…
That I will always keep…
Start a new step and new path to find…

My love, heart and my soul…
That will stay with me forever and an eternity…
Just a smile and wave…
Laugh and giggle…
Just make me smile and it may take awhile…
My every whim will be a target of your own heart desires…
So…
Miss me, hug me and make me laugh…
But your kiss will always start a new…
Whether we are apart…

Parting waves at sea release the tensions inside my heart from the pain you give me. From loving you and caring for you far to deeply but not enough, to keep these ghost from our past away to only lurk in our shadows. Even when these strings attached to us like puppets controlled by our masters.

Creating us to depart as our strings break caused by sadness and heart-break. As I see these words rebuild our trust, I know we will be happy no matter the situation. So I plea to you my love, we'll always be greater than the suns departure from the earth only to be replaced by night, as you are my shiny star.

by...Kay-Kayy

…Born This Way…


No matter if your life sucks or isn’t so great, you were born this way…

Either you’re created by your darkest secrets or your happiest moment…

Your life isn’t complete without the ones you love…

Weird, Famous or a Creator by Design…

Park it there and take a step like a sonic sound song…

Cut; smack down all crazy features of sick a reality…

The beginning of a smothering strength of destruction…

No matter if your life sucks or isn’t so great, you were born this way…

Cause you were born this way…